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Monday, January 24, 2005
6:34 PM

mood: depressed
wow. what a depressing day. the only good part was double when Mr. J was talking about WILD animals.............growl.........heehee. so, anywho, i am feeling depressed becasue of the marauders. i feel like we are falling apart. i feel like chrissy and lin don't care anymore and i can't make them care and it really pisses me off. i feel so left out with them. i feel like chrissy will always call lin and vice versa. i feel like i'll be forgotten if there's important news. i feel like i'm butting in on there friendship. i feel like i came in on their one year relationship, i mean, i didn't even know lin! i feel like i barged in. i feel like they have so many inside jokes adn crap and they've been through more and there's stuff they say that i don't get and i hate that. but i can't change it. urgh. i think they've had a two person friendship for so long they're having trouble including me. i don't blame them. i know this is what Remus must have felt like, maybe even Peter. now i might know why they thought Remus was the spy. because he was left out and they thought he might want revenge. god i hate when i babble. i feel like they leave me out alot and i hate it. but i don't want them to feel guilty and include me just because they feel guilty. i don't want them to feel like someone has a gun to their heads. urgh. this is making me so mad!!! this is all i thought about on the way home. i wish they could know. well, they will now, way to go Egan. grrrrrrr. i just feel so left out of the loop.


> *I solemnly swear that I'm up to no good* -Moony






Me

i'm in ravenclaw! seventeen, QoP, chicago, friends, family, blogging, fanfiction, Harry Potter, Remus Lupin, chocolate, journaling, driving, The marauders, classic rock, alternative, swing music, Beatles, Graham Colton Band, Switchfoot, Maroon 5, Beatles, Billy Joel, Michael Buble, Click Five, Wicked Jack Lemmon, the 50's and 60's, conservative, George W. Bush, old movies, reality TV, SHOEBOX PROJECT, AIM, remus/sirius lurve, remus/tonks lurve, White Album, inside jokes, hangin' out, internet, LiveJournal :)








Current

%Mood: Busy
%Book: "Duty and Desire" by Pamela Aidan
%Song: KT Tunstall, AAR & Switchfoot
%TV:"Seinfeld", "Simpson's", "Frasier", "Arthur", "Nova", "The Apprentice"
%Film: "The Terminal"

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%Mary ~ Slowly Drifting
%Kris ~ Blurred Vision
%Kelly ~ Lost Freak
%Chrissy ~ Burning Soul
%Lin ~ Fairytale Dreams


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%Loves